Day 22 of the Nablopomo challenge. I’m still hanging in there!
I have a whole slew of things I would like to blog about today but will not. I don’t have time and some of the things I can’t go into much detail about. Like, the fact that I ran into the little brother of the boy I dated in high school. And the fact that they are not on speaking terms and I of all people get why that is. Or the fact that my therapist (yes, I have a therapist. You should get one if you don’t have one. Really.) told me that she thinks I am codependent. And I googled codependency to see if she was right. Or the fact that I got some really hopeful news the other day, but until this point have felt so defeated that it is hard to believe that certain things will ever get better. Or the fact that a lot of people have their Christmas decorations up and the Christmas music is on the radio and it isn’t even Thanksgiving yet. Or the fact that the gas station with the huge billboard on the freeway really needs to change their sign because I’m pretty sure that diesel fuel isn’t $9.29 a gallon.
Life is really random sometimes, isn’t it?
I was going to take on the challenge but I had a feeling that I wouldn’t be able to make it. I will try to take part in the next one since I did hear about this a bit too late and I still don’t know how it really works.
Also, I agree in having a therapist. They can really help you organize your mind. My insurance finally allowed me to get a therapist and ever since then my mind has been a lot calmer.